Monday, January 27, 2014

Time goes by.

I find that when in my chastity device, I tend to think about how things will go if my wife "forgets" about me having the device on. Once it is on, she gets the keys and puts them up, and there isn't any discussion about the device. I wear it and wait. Which I want. ...

I also think about "what if she just doesn't get in the mood" and I go a few months.. That has happened before. I find that being in the device is mentally a better feeling to me than being out of the device. I feel closer to my wife and that I am not cheating her by masturbating.

The chastity device becomes almost a safety blanket to a sort..

Sunday, January 19, 2014

Finding I wanted it, in and out.

I have found a App for my android tablet that allows me to track my wife's cycles. The idea was to use it to get mentally prepared for the chastity and make sure I had everything ready when she would tell me it was "that time".

I find myself now, counting down the days with excitement and anticipation. Looking today I know there is about 6 days left till that time. You just log each month when the period starts and ends and it learns the cycle and can almost pick the exact day.

This is useful for me mentally because, if I have been in for around a month without a release I can see her period coming and know that it will be that much time longer and not to get my hopes up. It hasn't happened but once that we went more than a few weeks because of vanilla life keeping us busy.

This has increased my wife's libido  and our connection is much greater now sexually. Having it where she knows I will not "advance" on her when she isn't in the mood helps her get in the mood easier. Plus knowing I am just "waiting" for her to be ready, is quite exciting for me.

I find that the next morning after being released, I am back on the app checking the days till the next "time" to start the fun over again.