Wednesday, August 13, 2014
First 100 Days
I fast forward to today and look at 100 days so far with 169 to go. My wfie had never been able to go "all-in" with the idea of chastity because of the issues before. Plus soon as I would be in the device the sexual buildup would have me all over her. As my blog shows in past post, we have tried different games or ideas for when I would be locked up and when I would be released.
I am not quite sure how things have changed so much over the last few weeks. I have found a comfort in the device and enjoyment of bringing my wife to a orgasm with no possible chance for a release from the device. We have discussed the possiblities of not having to remove the deviceto achieve a orgasm for me. Using a strong vibrator or the newest interest I have found "nipple orgasms".
It seems that many men have been able to achieve "nipple orgasms" with no stimulation to the penis. This requires the male to have their nipples be one of their high erotic zones. My nipples are my HIGHEST erotic zone...
Something that interest me greatly is the mental shift that happens when in long term chastity. Shifting from the thought "will I get out tonight" to "why do I need out", I enjoy getting to orgasm, I enjoy intercourse, yet I find being kept from it a very erotic/comforting/connecting place also.
I will see if this is a constant feeling as the days go by or changes.