Before I would use this information just to come up with a new fantasy to masturbate with. Of course almost all the fantasies would include my wife being the woman in the fantasy. I would hope that in some way that chastity would spark a fetish side of my wife getting her interested into more fetish ideas.
Of course I knew this was also a fantasy. My wife doesn't have a fetish bone in her body, and any fantasies she has I wouldn't know of. But my interest in porn now comes to the idea of how I might make her orgasm stronger and to allow her to relax and enjoy the orgasm more.
I have been able to come to the understand that my "Fantasies" will always be "fantasies" and nothing more with my wife. There might be a small change with my relationship with my wife over the years to come but think that also, the fantasies should stay fantasies.
Not being able to masturbate causes me to not get worked up over fantasies and try to bring them into our bedroom.
One of my new "porn" pictures I love is the one above. Something is so erotic now of being completely naked, wife completely dressed having a orgasm and then just rolling off to do as she wants as I am left in chastity and feeling like a "toy" she uses when needed.
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Your story is very interesting and echoes much of my own, in terms of desires, and having a reluctant and/or vanilla wife. Does your wife read your blog?
Anyway, just wanted to say high and keep up with your blog, very interesting.
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Thank you for your comment and glad to hear others are out there like us. I look forward to any comments you share.
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